
It was probably the coldest morning I have ever witnessed in many years when there wasn’t snow on the ground. I had watched the weather forecast on our little black and white television perched high on top the bookcase my father had built on one wall of the living room. Where I grew up in the country, we were fortunate to have a television as we were frightfully poor but unfortunate in that only on good weather days could we view one station.
The forecast delivered the night before by George Oulette on the local WMTW-TV 8, whose antennas roosted on top of Mt. Arkansas, called for temps to fall into the single numbers. I knew when I opened my eyes around 4:00 a.m. it was cold. My eyes instantly watered as I lay in my bed not wanting to get up.
Dad was rustling out in the kitchen, probably cooking up some bacon and eggs. I was waiting for the smell to further stir me to life but dreading how my body was going to feel hitting a frigid bare wood floor next to my bed.
Once I dressed and got into the kitchen, Dad was busy with the bacon and sipping on some coffee. I hated the taste of coffee but pleasured in the aromas. How could something so aromatic taste so repulsive? Acquired taste they say?
The inside of our small uninsulated house was cold. I glanced at a small thermometer that was part of a trophy my father had won in his younger days as a ski jumper. He was one of the best in America in his prime. The thermometer read 58 degrees. We were poor. We had a small tin wood stove in one corner of the living room and a oil-fired floor furnace in the middle of the house. At $.35 a gallon for kerosene we would have to put on an extra sweater or jacket. Firewood was limited and it would be needed for the long winter ahead. After all, it was only November 21. It’s not supposed to be this cold.
I used the heel of my hand to melt the frost and ice from the corner of the window pane so I could read the outdoor thermometer. I asked Dad if the dreaded thing was broken. “Nope! It’s 3 degrees!”
I was 16 and had been hunting since I was around 8. My Dad let me carry a .22 single shot Remington rifle the fall after I had turned 10. That was the law. Back then, .22 caliber guns could still be used for deer hunting. It’s too bad they aren’t required for hunting today. Things would be different. I learned that if I couldn’t place a killing shot, I was not to pull the trigger. I didn’t. I never shot a deer with that .22, not from a lack of trying, by I watched my father once when I was 8 take down a monster buck with one shot. I was stumbling along behind him, making tons of noise I imagine, when I was interrupted by the crack of the rifle. The results amazed me. Still do today.
Even though at 16 I had taken 5 deer prior, I don’t think I had a real passion to hunt. I did it because I had to. It was needed. Without the meat, we would go hungry. It was just a part of life. As I got older and things became such that I wouldn’t starve without deer meat, I looked at hunting differently. I wanted to hunt and I still enjoyed the meals.
I was up at 4 a.m. because I had to be and there was no complaining. My Dad was intolerant of complaining and any muttering of such resulted in a menacing glare from his deep set blue eyes.
We finished breakfast, gathered our gear and headed outside. The rude air greeted my warm face and it stung sharply. Instantly my nose began to run and my eyes water. They were trying to tell me I was a fool, that I should retreat to the warmth, such as it was, of my house. I knew I couldn’t do that.
Everything was stark white. The lawn was crisp with crystals of frost thicker than I’d ever seen before. I couldn’t resist the curiosity so I stepped into the frozen grass. It was like coarse steel wool. At first I thought the grass would snap like a pretzel but it proved stronger than that. It crunched loudly in the morning air.
Dad was a man of few words. He let his expressions and body language speak for him. I couldn’t speak this foreign language but I understood it when it was spoken. He pointed toward the woods to the north side of the house and in that direction I walked. When we reached the edge of the woods he stopped and spoke.
His plan, simple and direct, was to hunt toward the river. He wanted that buck that had been roaming the area the last couple years. We split up.
Once I left the crunchy grass, I was startled by the overpowering sounds we made by stepping into the leaves at the forest floor. Much of the area we were going to hunt was oaks. Oak leaves are big and with this cold and frost, they did break when you stepped on them. The air was so quiet and the forest deafeningly still, every step was louder than the crack of a high powered rifle. How could we hunt in this?
The .22 Remington single shot stood in the corner of the living room wall. I had gotten a 12-gauge single shot shotgun from my uncle. He was scared of it. Not because it kicked but because it fell apart on him one time. It was a relic. It was made by Montgomery Ward and had been used hard and by the looks of it, abused as well.
The front stock was loose, so my Dad used some friction tape and wrapped it around the stock and barrel a couple time to hold it in place. The butt end of the gun had a big crack in it and was already being held together with more tape. There was no front bead for a site and the rear groove was worn considerably but I felt more comfortable with it than the .22.
In my pocket I carried my ammo. It was an assortment of shells we had collected over time. I’m not sure how old any of it was. I knew one slug I was carrying was relatively new because it had a plastic casing. All the others were paper. I had a total of 6 shells. One was a slug. Three were buckshot - one 0-buck and two 00-buck and two bird shot, number 6 I think. I had the 0-buck in the gun.
I crunched along slowly. Whenever I stopped, I could hear my father taking a couple of steps and stopping. I tried to mirror his movements only because I didn’t want him to hear me.
The cold was bitter. It made me angry. I couldn’t find comfort. I had to move so slowly to limit the noise, it kept me from getting more blood circulating to warm my body. My hands were numb and my fingertips burning. The bottoms of my feet ached through the gum rubber boots we had burned another patch onto the night before.
I took comfort in rationalizing that if I was so noisy walking in the woods, surely a deer would be too. Was I wrong! Somethings go unexplained and this morning was no exception. I had stopped as part of my stalking routine and to listen for Dad. I could still hear him but it was clear he was moving further away from me. I glanced down at the leaves checking for any signs. When I looked back up, standing only 30 yards from me was the buck my Dad was looking for. Where in the world did he come from? I hadn’t heard a sound.
I cocked the hammer as I slowly brought the shotgun to my shoulder. He stood looking at me. I guess he was just as surprised as me. The explosion from the shot gun awakened the world. My ears rang loudly. For a moment I could hear flakes of frost falling from the tree branches landing in the leaves around me. I rudely had disturbed the silence of the moment.
Once the shock of the moment began to wane, I realized the buck had run off. Listening for crunching, I heard nothing. I went to the spot where the deer had stood and found his tracks in the heavy frosted leaves but there was no blood. Instantly I recalled what my father had told me when he handed me the buckshot to use. “I have used these before. They work pretty good but I have found that when you hit a deer it won’t bleed much, if any.”
There was hope. Just because I could find no blood didn’t mean I didn’t hit it. I waited for several minutes assuming Dad would be along. He didn’t show, so I followed the track. In places it was easy to see where he had run. The leaves were turned over. When he ran into black growth, it was nearly impossible to follow.
I tracked him for about a half hour and still found no blood trail at all. Now I began to question everything, arguing with myself, fighting back and forth. My confidence was dwindling.
I continued tracking as best I could. Eventually the buck slowed to a walk. It become more difficult to follow. My Dad now arrived and we worked together tracking. After what seemed like hours, I finally found a speck of blood about the size of the eraser on a pencil. These drops showed up about every 20 feet or so.
We were about to call it quits until after dinner. My Dad suggested that I stay on the trail and he would make one circle around and up ahead to see if he could cut him off. Within minutes I heard my Dad yell. I walked up to him and there lay my prize.